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JonasParker - 2003-07-30 18:53:00
Wow. He sounds like a girl. I just realized that you won't meet my best friend in October. Shitty.
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lex - 2003-07-30 20:46:38
what is it with men ...? you know what ..? everyone [ i love making sweeping generalizations ] says that WOMEN PLAY GAMES ... i have heard a million times from my guy friends that they can't deal with our "drama" and our "manipulations" but you know what ...? Men are just as dramatic, and just as manipulative, it's just that they do it in a way that falls under the guise of "accepable male behavior" ... i am not angry at men, nor do i hate them. i love my boyfriend very much, but there comes a time when we're fighting or arguing or not getting along or whatever where i think to myself "i've done this shit to guys before" ... you know, like recognizing my own shitty girlie behavior in him, but it's just re-packaged ... d'oh ... i should have saved this rant for an e-mail or something! ha ha ... um ... what's my point ...? oh ... um ... don't change yourself ... the one thing I have learned about relationships in the huge span of frying-pan-into-the-fire long-term wake of boyfriends in my past is that the ONE thing that makes a relationship work -- not that i've completely employed this myself 'cause hey ... i'm a retard -- is TOLERANCE. You tolerate and accept the things that people do to you when you're in a relationship [ unless they are completely heinous ] because whatever it was, believe it or not, it is a part of the makeup of what made you love them in the beginning. If they were a chatty wiggly drunk or a slob, or moody when you met them,why let it annoy you now ..? BUT, there comes a point where not cool is just not cool. If you really shared something with this guy and he's now treating you like you don't exist, he's playing a game with you. If he checks his email every day, he's probably read yours, and is choosing to hold out to get something more from you, OUT of you ... for some purpose [ who knows what ...? ] ... and if he knows about this diary, he's probably reading it and realizing that you are being tortured [ it seems like an extreme word, but you know what i mean ] by him ignoring you and getting some kind of satisfaction out of that, too. So at this point, *gasp ... is she coming to a point???* you have to ask yourself, "what is an email from him worth????" .. hahaha ... babble much ...? ... um ... do you know what I mean, though ...?
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lex - 2003-07-30 20:51:42
haaha after seeing the size of that note, i am slightly embarrassed ... hope you don't think i am a freak hahha
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