Sept. 25, 2003 - 10:13 a.m. Once again I have FUCKED something up beyond recognition, when all I ever needed to do was leave it alone, but I couldn't and I didn't and then I got pregnant and then I got even more messed up and he doesn't even have the heart and soul to say "yes you fucked up majorly arianna, and things are weird now, but I always meant it when I said I loved you and I understand that you're having a rough time with things and I'm glad you're getting help, I will be there for you." Instead, he ignores me. He refuses to see me. He refuses to talk to me. And in actual fact, I believe he is going to tell me today that he never wants to see me again, never wants to hang out with me again and that I'm horrible and awful. old bitching - random - new bitching Sounds Like: Feels Like: 3 fussbugets said... |
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