Jan. 20, 2004 - 1:20 p.m.
A Familiar Comfort

My head is aching, what else is new?

My mood swings are pretty severe these days. I feel pretty alone right now.

Even with Helen at home. I don't expect her to take care of me. I don't expect ANYONE to take care of me, but I definitely feel the absence of someone wanting to. I have no one in who's lap I can rest my throbbing head while they stroke my hair. I could call up jackrabbit. I could ask him. But is that undermining myself?

He's comforting, I'm familiar with him, I don't feel like doing that would suggest anything else.

I'm hurting, I want something familiar. This pain thing sucks ass. I can't take it anymore.

old bitching - random - new bitching

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