I am really looking forward to my therapist coming back...

I'm not drinking enough water. My back is in a constant state of discomfort. My elbow is in a constant state of discomfort. My heart and mind are in a constant state of discomfort.

I want to disappear for a month. Just go away. I don't want to tell anyone I'm going, I don't want to tell anyone WHERE I'm going. I just want to go. I suppose I would have to mention it to Helen, since she would have to feed my cats and she'd notice if I didn't turn up for a while. But otherwise, no Jackrabbit, no Noggin, no Tromley. None of them would know.

Maybe I'll just rent a car and fuck off for a couple of days?

I got a raise at work. Yesssssss.