I'm so humiliated. You know how I've had a crush on the water boy for about a year now, right? I asked him out for lunch today. He said "would you be offended if I said no? Whether it be platonic or not, I don't fraternize with customers" AUGH!!! OH MY GOD!! That is the last time I EVER stick my neck out like that. I'm so embarassed, I think I would like to die. He was ok with it, he didn't seem all weirded out, and he said, "see you next month". I was like yeah.

Oh my god I want to crawl into a hole and die...I'm sweating. I hate my life.

Read about my DREAM from last night.