Apr. 21, 2004 - 10:34 a.m.
Addendum to the Violence of Existing for only Jackrabbit

I did grow to love him in ways because I saw such potential in him to be good and kind. But he couldn't seem to get past certain roadblocks in his emotional life. His family has fucked with him so profoundly. He was such a sensitive introspective child and that seems to have been perverted somehow into something negative.

They weren't all horribly experiences. We had a lot of good times. They were just peppered and overshadowed by a lot of bullshit and fighting.

I hope that he finds what he needs and is looking for because I do see in him the potential to be amazing. We just couldn't help each other with our respective emotional illnesses. That's the sad part of it all. It's a shame.

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