I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Dido

I still haven't cried. I think I'm done crying. I hope I'm done crying. There are infinitely better things out there for me...people who won't hurt me and won't misuse me. Aren't I lucky? HEE HEE.

As for being here in Toronto, I think it's time I went home. I feel I've overstayed my welcome. Tim is moody and I think he really dislikes feeling obligated to spend time with me. Plus, I got offered a part in a film and I think he wants to shoot it on Saturday, the day I'm supposed to fly home. So maybe I should just change my ticket to friday and save everyone some trouble.

Though I really must pick up this dress from Fashion Crimes on Queen Street first. hehe. Bad Girl. It smells like dogfood in this internet cafe.