That's what I feel like. One by one, people are dropping from my life, just vanishing and soon enough everything will be gone and it'll be just me, only I won't wake up, like Joely, I'll stay in my head, and I'll be there, in a black void with nothing. No people, no memories, not a sound, no air, nothing. Just me, or not even me? Not sure. But it's terrifying.

I feel like I need to hold on to something but I can't figure out what it is, so I guess I'll just have to drown.