GOD YESSS. ohhhhhhh please yes, there's so much it's crushing me. There's so much that it's plugging my nose and mouth. There's so much that when I try to scream I can't even draw breath and nothing but a wisp comes out of my open mouth, even though huge fat tears roll down my cheeks. I can't breathe oh pleaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaase just take this weight from me.

"No. Thanks."